Piece Of Me

I'm going to have a lot of LAYERS on my stomach!

2012-02-01T00:29:00.000-08:00

Guess what? I ate a lot of buns today! 4 buns! LoL! Not include my fried noodle this morning. Hahaha~ I'm going to have layers on my stomach soon. OMG! OMG!! LOL!LOL!! Never mind. As long as I can eat I will keep eating. Hahaha~ Wish I won't get super fattttttt =x

Banzai!

2012-01-31T23:45:00.000-08:00

Yesss! Finally I started to put a little effort on my assignments! Omedetou Chiro-kun xD Haha... I think Nescafe gives me more spirit to stay awake at night and do my assignment. I shouldn't laying on my bed while doing it because it will just make me feel like watching mv or anime. Haha~ Ganbare! Tonight after class will continue doing my ENT business plan.

Saturday night is for oil painting! Lolx~ As if I'm going to do it for real. Hahaha... I like to plan but doing it is very rare. Geez ==" Anyways, this weekend will spend on my 3D modeling. Hopefully. Haha xD

Weekend Is Over!! Yay or OMG?!

2012-01-29T23:27:00.001-08:00

Yay! Finally my Gp is back. I’ve been left since this Friday. She went home but that wasn't really bad. I spent time with Mamy a lot! Heee~ She even cooked mushroom chicken mixed with egg porridge for us last night. I have a good supper. Thanks to Mamy! Hehehehe~ Done about good things, now let us see how about my assignments? Only 0.1% progress? Majide?? OMG! I should better get starting now or else, I’m never gonna make it. By the way, my GP went out with Alice soon she arrived here, so I’m home alone again. Have fun out there ^^

Dedicated To my Friends ♥ ♥

2012-01-24T18:38:00.000-08:00

I just wanna be a good friend of yours. You often see how bad I am toward others but I want you to feel the warmth that I spare for you. Maybe seeing me treating others won’t earn me your faith. Plus I’ve been so cold to you since we came to know each other but I wish you could realize it soon. I won’t have much time to do this. We won’t be together for any longer. Graduation is just around the corner. After we graduate, there is no guarantee if we would see each other again. Abang Mas~ ore wa hontoni daisuki da! Well, don’t get me wrong. Again, I have to make it clear. My love for you is not something that you have to afraid of. It’s the same as how I love my sister. I’m fucking gay straight ok? Haha~ well, if you realize, it is very hard for me to talk to you face to face about random stuffs but I’m pretty sure I talked a lot & I even tell you my top secret in the phone right? That’s because I’m not good in direct communication with you. Maybe because of our different language I guess.

Mercy~ Watashi wa daisuki da! I still can recall all the time we had spent during our kouhei time. It was so fun shouted together every morning in the room. Haha~ Although I always talk behind you, I never hate you. At least I have my balls to be straightforward sometimes. I might be harsh with you. I knew I hurt you before but that doesn’t change our friendship right? Because within a friendship there will be bad time sometimes. I just wanna say that it was fun to know you, crazymate! xD

As for Mamy, you are the greatest among all. The person that I never talk bad behind if I could recall. I don’t know if I ever annoyed you but if I did gomenasai. You are like a mother to me. I’m not insulting you. It is a compliment. I just don’t really get the reason but I feel like having a mom close to me even though my mom is miles away from me. You make me calm most of the time. Teehe~ Wish I could be a nice friend of yours. We share the same interest; we always wear the same color of shirts without planning, we even share the same goal which is aiming for the fashion course for degree. I wish I would have that much time continue my degree but somehow I feel like it is a bit impossible for me. I don’t know why but I just sense something bad. Haha… But no matter what, ganbarre! U sure can reach it! Heee~

You should be the youngest among us but you have the great position in our family! Haha~ Atok, my 1st impression towards you are totally opposite. Once I thought you are a shy person and won’t talk much but it turns out to other way. You are the funniest among us after Munira. Haha… I don’t know if I ever been a good friend of yours but from now on, I’ll try to be one. Heee~ There are too much things about you I want to write here but I’ll make it short. I’ll use 1 word to describe you. AMAZING! Ya, you are an amazing friend of mine. Hehe~

Muniie~~ My height-twin. Hahaha… 158cm! hi-5! Well, since we are getting older and become senpai, we have less time to spend together. Your jokes always make me LOL! Still remember how childish and cute you are playing in the Apollo Chicken like 4-5-year-old girl. Sliding down and calling your mom. Hahahaha! I still have the records with me. Ho ho ho ~ You should watch it again after 10 years from now. I’m fucking gay sure you will burn your face blushing in front of the screen. Hahahaha… Well, it’s very wonderful to know someone like you. I never regret for choosing this course to start with. Ehee~

Alice, I’ve been relied on you when it comes to advices even though I can’t accept your talks sometimes. But most of the time you have been so helpful to me. Arigato ne~ Tomodachi ^^ Well, to tell the truth I always talk bad behind you but one good thing is, I never hate you. I admit sometimes you annoyed me but most of the time, you make me smile and laugh being with you. When I’m throwing birthday party for each of our family, you always push your hand towards me. Some parties did not go well but I’m glad we have the moments to remember. Our Dango Family is growing bigger. If anyone tries to be part of us, you should warmly welcome them. You know why? Some of us may leave and if you want this family grow bigger, you should let them in. Treat them nice and fair. Lastly, I wish a very good luck and all the best on your comics. It was superb! I’m sure you would be a great mangaka in the future. Ganbarre!

Mother-in-Law, Ilah! Haha… A crybaby and cheerful person. I’ve seen different part of you. Ehee~ And honestly, I’m more comfortable being with you. I still remember the days during Raya. You tried your best to entertain me while entertaining your other friends. You are such a nice person for me even though I’ve seen you cursing people a lot. Well, that is natural right? Even me, I did cursed people out there. Hehehe~ I hope you’ll find your true happiness with the right guy. Hope he won’t make you cry anymore. And I hope you will be more independent. All the best for ya! Live a healthy life. And lastly, STAY AWAY FROM DUST! Haha xD

Well, it's not that I always write things like this. Soon we will go to separate ways so since I 'rajin' doing this stuff then I better do before the spirit gone. Hahaha~ mina-san~ ore wa hontoni daisuki da ♥

Otanjoubi Omedetou GP

2012-01-15T04:00:00.000-08:00

Otanjoubi omedetou GP! You are now 20. Heee~ Getting older huh? No worries, your beauty remain still especially your inner beauty. You’re getting more mature. Less tempers more laughs this semester. Kawaii~ Keep it up! This year’s bday gift kinda plain izzit? But I get into a lot of efforts to get it. Few days efforts to look for it. I even try to make a sculpture of a sheep but I failed. Kamek pun sculpture sik kedak sheep pon. Hahaha~ But I’m glad I could find it before the end of the day. Hope you’ll like it ^^

Was the cake from last night delicious? It’s Chocolate Fudge, your favorite. Teehe~ I thought that would be the only gift I could give you on your birthday since I was on a tight budget but glad I manage to give you something you can keep.

To Mamy, Milah & Mercy, thanks for the fabulous cooks last night. Well, for Alice, thanks for the speech on the cake. As for Atok & Pera our guitarists, thanks for the music. Rin, Eka & mun, thanks for making Abang Mas’ birthday more lively! And for Zuka-chan, thanks for the sweets you gave for Abang Mas. Mina-san! Hontoni arigatou ^^

Looking forward for the next birthday party for Mamy! Yeahhh~ xD

For my GP

2012-01-10T18:36:00.000-08:00

Whenever I pat her head, I always wish that I could protect this skinny girl beside me. I wanna make her happy because her smiles always make my day. I can’t even tell myself why but I just feel that way. Naturally comes from my heart. But but but! Don’t get me wrong! It is a special feeling but it doesn’t turn out like how other people think about us. I just treasure her as my dearest friend. I don’t know what does she thinks about me but for me I love her the most. Too bad I can’t talk to her as gently as I talk with my other friends but even if I’m being mean to her, I never intend to hurt her. That is just the way we communicate. Cursing at each other, hitting each other but those never hurts me. Hope same goes to her. Sorry if I hurt you. I have no intention at all =3

Happy New Year!

2012-01-01T07:02:00.000-08:00

Today is the 1^st day of New Year and I received a confession from the guy that I cherish the most. But it was so sad that I can’t force myself to accept his feelings. It’s not that I don’t like him but the feeling I have towards him is not enough to have that kind of relationship. I really don’t want to lose this friendship just because of rejection. I don’t wish any changes happen between us. It might hurt me to lose someone like you. I admit, since the day I know how much I’ve been loved by you, I was so happy. Being appreciated by someone & being loved by someone and all the concerns you put on me really touched me. I was so sorry that I could not be yours. Wish you could just be my ‘girlfriend’ and remain like how we used to be. Well, someone send me this quote.

“Liking someone doesn’t mean you have to be in relationship with them.

Sometimes it is just better to remain friends because that way you won’t be losing them.”

Well, whatever it is thank you for all the feelings. I really appreciate it. We still can date like how we did before.

It’s fun! But if seeing me is hurting you, you don’t have to force yourself. Wish you could be happy. ILY

Hey, Look at my eye! I have the same eye shape with my Abang Mas' ! Teehe~

Speech for my GP!

Thanks for listening to my gay complaints. You gave me another life to enjoy. I'm really glad that I met someone unique like you. If you need someone to listen to you or accompany you, just look for me. I always free for you! Heee~ You really made my days. Haha... Well, if I ever hurt your feeling, giving you hard time, causing you trouble and made you cry, I'm truly sorry. I just wish I could make you happy. You're like my sister and I really really love you ^3^

Akemashite Omedetou! Wish you will have a great moment this year. Daisuki da~ Won't forget you for the rest of my life.

It was the worst starting for 2012

2012-01-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

Am I really a trash for you? U can easily take me & dump me whenever you want. Damn! Why should I cry for someone like you? You had put me in depression for years. I even thought of death sometimes but mom gives me the strength to live on. Every time I started to hate you, I try to remember the past but the presence makes me forgotten about it. I tried to remember but I had a headache every time I give a try. It’s really torturing but thanks to you I am able to survive this long and make myself tougher. I swear this is the last time I’ll cry for such thing. Don’t ever try to look for me if you are going to dump me again. Having mom alone is much better than having this kind of situation. I may be a trash for you but I’ll prove that a trash like me will be useful for someone else.

Be careful of your F R I E N D

2011-11-06T10:35:00.000-08:00

I wonder how can someone change too fast (I am one of them though xD). I’m not saying that I am good because I did talked bad behind my friends but I never hate them. Of course I will say I hate her or something similar but that was just temporary. To leave them behind is just not my style. Those who backstab me, I won’t hate them but I won’t trust them like how I used to before I was backstabbed and those who appreciate me, I will do the same. Who take me for granted, I won’t hate you but I wish you will repent someday because God have strong power to punish you.

Dedicate to someone (a friend I treasure the most)

Hey, don’t feel bad if people leave you behind. You have me to depend on. I know it is hard to trust me but I won’t betray you. When a friend that you think is your bestfriend talks bad about you, I just listen and gave yes to her but she never knew what’s inside me. I feel sorry for never be able to tell you who you are to the person you call ‘friend’. It is not because I want to keep any secret from you but I don’t want you both to stay apart. I just can’t see the disappointment in your face when you know what your friend had done behind you. It’s not that she had done worst thing or backstab you but she did talk bad behind you. Most of the time she would say “I hate her”. Is that what you call friend? I think you should reconsider it.

Hahaha . . . I am just a mere person who knows how to break promises and talk behind my friends but I’m glad because I never hate them. It is not a good thing to talk bad behind someone but as long as you still love them, it is not that bad. You know the difference right?

A Friend I Would Never Forget

2011-10-06T07:13:00.001-07:00

A Friend I Would Never Forget

Do you know how much I miss you?

Every day you appear in my mind,

Sometimes you come in my dream,

And I cried for it, wishing that it was real.

I miss the warmth of your hand,

The tenderness and gentleness when you pat my head,

The laugh when you try to cheer me,

And I miss everything about you;

I even miss the day I first knew you

And the friendship we built together;

I know you are in a better place now,

But my heart can't bear to lose you.

I have so much to say here,

So many things to do with you left undone;

So many regrets in my heart,

You never know how pain it was.

I know God love you more,

He took you before me;

I don't know if you are able to miss me again up there,

But I want you to know

You are a friend I would never forget,

And I will cherish everything we had in the past.

Hmmm . . .

2011-10-06T04:39:00.000-07:00

Exam had finally came to an end! O yeah~ Yesterday was quite stupid. I didn't really read the instruction given for my paper and I answered extra question. The stupid thing was I stress up myself by telling myself these questions are hard. Hahaha!!! The last question I did which is question 3, I don’t even know what I am blabbering about. Hahaha... My lecturer sure gonna spank my damn head when she read it. Hahaha... xD Gomen~ Gomen~

Yesterday morning I received a call from my mom telling that my grandpa was in coma. If he does not awake within 40 hours, they assume he is dead. Nooooooooooo!! Wo bo yao!! T____T Please wake up my dear grandpa. Matte yo~ L I will be back soon. Very soon~ So please wait TAT

Hmm . . . Looking at the final semester students make me think about my future. LoLx! I’m just thinking if I am able to continue my degree. Does PTPTN enough to cover my expenses? So many things pop out in my head. I don’t want to see my mom overwork because of me. I don’t have daddy to depend on. So, where could I get money? Hmmm . . . Maybe I will work for a while and wait till I have enough money for my degree. I wish I can achieve what I want and make my mom proud ^_^

Hey! I want to learn how to budget myself starting next semester. So as a starter, I have to learn how to say NO when people ask me out. Tehee . . . Gomene =3 Many things had changed within this semester. I have to be independent and concern more on my future. I don’t want to end up being a trash. Let daddy regret for abandon me and make my mom proud for giving birth to me. That’s my goal. Ganbatte!

My Prayer

2011-09-28T21:37:00.000-07:00

“Please give my mom happiness for she had suffered enough. If I am a burden to my mom, please just take me now. I don’t want her to stress herself by thinking about me. I don’t want her to overwork and worrying about me for I merely have her to depend on right now.”

That was what in my thought before but to think that losing me will hurt my mom more, I have some requests from my Father above. Please guide me to the right path so I won’t disappoint my mom. Give me the knowledge so I can succeed and make my mom proud of me. Give me a friend that I can rely on and I can trust to calm me when my cloud is gray. But above all these things, the only thing I need the most is spirit. The spirit to continue this journey and survive through adversity. The spirit to live on and protect my mom. She is the most important to me, so I don’t want to see her being hurt by others anymore.

Why? I wonder . . .

2011-09-28T21:28:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I wonder if I can really trust someone. Talking bad at my back or cursing me is still acceptable but to stab on my back is really unacceptable. It is a big shock for me because I never thought of you doing this to me. Even though you always talk bad about me or cursing behind me, I never thought of you backstabbing me. You are really something. Seriously, I’m scared of you. You gave me more fear in trusting my friends. Sorry to say but I can’t no longer trust you. I can remain as your friend but not the close one.

“If you build a friendship from a glass,

You will break it someday.

If you build a friendship from a piece of paper,

You will rip it someday.

If you build a friendship from your heart,

You will lost your faith one day,

But that ain’t the matter

Because nothing last in this world.”

By,

Chiro Ck

Enough about that, let’s talk about something else. To those who like to take advantage on me, just go on. I don’t care if you are just using me. I’m glad because I am still usable and I won’t hate you. I will be thankful to you for giving me experience on doing something I less did J Heee~

“I don’t need someone who don’t appreciate me

And those who were, I won’t let them go.”

By,

Chiro Ck

To those who I always give things or spent my money on, don’t misunderstand me. Don’t ever think I have a crush on you. I’m just saying this because I don’t want any misunderstands occur between us. It did happen to me before. Sounds lame right? Just because I did good deeds on them, they mistook me having crush on them. I know it is all because of my appearance. Urgh~ Whatever.

Dui Bu Qi

2011-09-27T03:11:00.000-07:00

This is shit, you know. This is the stupidest situation I ever involved to. To the one who had been hurt, I’m truly sorry. You know the fact right? I hope you will understand that I never be seriously in relationship with you. I told you earlier right? It is just for fun. For Auditionsea sake. For me having my gay partner, I told you we are not in a special relationship. She is just a friend of mine. Not more than that. You know I have no interest on girl right? It is really sad to think that our friendship will end just because of these silly things.

You know what? Frankly, I think this is stupid. Seriously! But I never thought our friendship that we had made for 5 years end just because of this. Well, maybe this is why people say friendship is fragile. At least I tried to keep this friendship before I give up on you. No matter what, you are one of the best things I ever had in my life. A place for me to share everything. Thank you for being my loyal and cute girlfriend before. You are one of my history. Will always remember you babe.

Welcome To My New Gay Skins!!

2011-09-22T05:30:00.000-07:00

Haluo~!! I change my blogskins aka layout! Haha xD Nice ne? I totally love this layout except for the colour. But never mind. That ain't the matter. I just love how I manage to do changes on this layout. Haha xD

I AM GAY! Hell Yeah!! _l,,/

Love you Dear Mommy

2011-09-21T01:50:00.001-07:00

Mommy~ I wish for your happiness and to think that you are finally reach the happy ending, I was wrong. Don't blame me if I'm about to kick that man because I can't respect someone who doesn't know how to respect others.

The time I heard your confession, my tears almost burst out. I can't stand to hear you suffering while I was away. I wish I was there to stand for you. I'm not a strong person but I believe I could protect you mom.

Mommy~ I really miss you :'(

Reveal Some Part of Me

2011-09-03T06:54:00.003-07:00

Hello again! I have few things I wanna list here. Don't laugh at my post when you are reading it. I really wish I could get rid of this part of me. Seriously!

Since I was little I found myself hard to communicate with new society especially when meeting those high class fellas! When I'm facing with someone who is far better than me, I feel small and always look down on myself. I really have no confidence in myself. Pity huh?

When choosing a boyfriend, I always want a good-looking guy, tall and cool! But when I was given a chance to meet such guys, I lost all the confidence in myself. Yeah, that is exactly because of the thought "I'm no match to him" in my head. That is the reason of why I have small numbers of ex-boyfriend. Doesn't it sound leudiculous? Haha~

Picking a friend is not hard. I can randomly talk with anyone who talk much than me, but the scariest thing is I can't trust any of them. Why? It is because I am scared of betrayal. I don't want to get stabbed on my back by ones whom I trust the most. It would be more hurt than stabbed by the knife.

Hahh! Here is the part I don't like in me. I have fobia talking in the phone. It doesn't just sound ridiculous but it is leudiculous! Ne? Haha~ But that's the truth. I can't talk casually in the phone even with my own mum. I really hate it. I can't talk casually and sometimes I am blank when talking with people in the phone.

Hmm... well, I believe some people noticed about this part. When I mix with my close friends, I can be so damn noisy and naughty but when I am surrounded by people I don't really used to talk, I will become so quiet and if possible, not even a single word come out from my mouth. Then people will ask me "Do we bore you?" or maybe "are you okay? why are you so quiet? This is weird." It's not that I am bored or not feeling well. When I am in that condition, I enjoy watching people laughing than being noisy. I admit I am shy but more precise is, I'm scared of talking because, when people don't really know me and listen to my jokes, some will feel uneasy. I don't wanna have enemies ok? Haha~ Sighs.... =="

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2011-09-02T02:50:00.000-07:00

"It is time to reflect, apologize and forgive about the past.

There might be some misunderstood between us

and there was time I gave you cold shoulders and hard time.

I sincerely apologize and may you have a blast Raya this year.

Selamat Hari Raya!

Maaf Zahir dan batin ^^"

If u receive this SMS,

yeah, it's me! Eheee~

A big thanks to Ilah's family for the accommodation

and for making me feel at home.

Sorry for the sudden leave,but I do have

a GREAT time with you all

although I seems very speechless.

Hehe~ Gomen xD

My heart screams!

2011-07-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

It is not that I hate you till I never respond you.

Not even because you are not needed.

I need you badly. Since I was born up until now.

I love you and I hope to feel the love you spare for your kids

but somehow I felt I was left behind.

I never have a good talk with you.

You make me cry most of the time.

Still I can recall all the sweet memories with you.

Thanks anyway.

I wish I could make up with you

but when I try to recall all the nice days with you,

there are always sad fragments appear.

It hurts me badly.

It make my chest aching and make me feel like

want to forget everything.

If you really concern with me,

why don't you just apologize?

You make me miss mom more

and make me wish I never exist.

Who am I to you?

Missing You . . .

2011-07-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

I never thought staying apart from you

would hurt a lot.

I miss mommy badly.

Hey, I dream about you past few days.

You become a zombie and offer yourself to leave us.

Then I said

"I don't care if you are about to eat us.

I rather die than being apart from you again."

Hahaha... Funny but that is what I really want to say to you.

Mom~ you have no idea how much I miss you.

From my last memory,

you are the only parent who love me.

You gave me what I want. I know how hard you look after us.

You tried your best to give us everything we want

even though it cost a lot.

That's why I rarely ask things from you

because having you to cling on is enough for me.

I miss you badly... :'(

Sorry D=

2011-07-14T00:51:00.000-07:00

I feel terribly sorry for him.

I broke all my promises.

I might caused him lost faith in girls.

The reason I leave him

is not because of he is bad.

He is always being good to me

even I hurt him a lot.

Sorry for changing.

Really... Dui Bu qi

This is what I do when I got nothing else to do xD

2011-05-15T01:19:00.000-07:00

Just some latest boring pictures of mine xD

Thanks to Mercy!

2011-05-03T02:46:00.000-07:00

The girl with long hair is Mercy.

She is the one who I can depend on when I feel down

but I often talk bad behind her.

Truly sorry for that.

But you should know,

no matter how bad I talk about you,

How mad am I to you before,

I still love you and need you.

You are a friend that i can put on my ships

and sail with.

Thanks for all the good deeds you did on me

and thank you for being honest

and sincere with me.

Wish this friendship will last forever ^^

Special Post for Gor2 Leon!

2011-05-03T02:35:00.000-07:00

This is our picture of last sem!

What an obvious different hairstyle

I had. Hahaha~

Well, this is a special post for

Gor2 Leon

Just for fun actually. Hahaha xD

that guy beside me is the crazy gor2

I have here.

Haha~

Luv Gor2 :p

Favorite Quotes! :D

2011-05-03T01:46:00.000-07:00

Here are some quotes I found on webs

and I would like to share here ^^

Friends are like melons; shall I tell you why?

To find one good you must one hundred try

A friend is one of the nicest things you can have,

and one of the best things you can be

Friendship makes prosperity more brilliant,

and lightens adversity by dividing and sharing it.

Friendship is to be purchased only by friendship.

A man may have authority over others,

but he can never have their hearts but by giving his own.

Well, as you can see, I'm a type of person

who obsess in friendships.

I have many ships of friends but who the most important is

depends on how they appreciate me.

Some friends can't let me go to another ships

and when I did, they try to isolate me, but I can always

start anew with them.

Some can tolerate with every single thing I did.

No matter how long I go

they always wait for me and welcome me with smiles :)

Well, only if you know who am I pointing to. Heee~

Sankyuu~

Gomene

2011-05-01T05:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday seems to be very fun

while we're playing volleyball.

The ball went on the roof of

Fine Art's studio. Haha...

Lucky it didn't stuck somewhere up there.

Alice, sorry for refusing your invitation.

I'm out of money to have lunch with you

on your birthday. Really sorry babe.

Talking about birthday,

I feel terribly sorry to my friends

who try to celebrate my birthday.

I'm truly sorry for being short-minded

and depreciate your efforts.

Really sorry for running away and

leave you guys in my room.

I simply refused everything without

acknowledge your feelings and efforts

you guys had put through.

I promise if there is a next year for me,

I won't repeat the same thing.

I will try to forget those painful things

So I can get rid of my past and start anew.

I should not dwell in the past right?

Farewell!!

2011-04-30T06:09:00.000-07:00

Semester 2 has come to an end.

Everyone leaving one by one.

Kinda sad :'(

I don't know why I feel like

this is the last day seeing them.

Gonna miss my Family here!

Sobx~ T_T

Hopefully 1month will be very short.

Haha xD

This is my GP aka Gay Partner.

Haha~ don't get it wrong.

We are not in relationship. We are just acting :p

Miss her liao : 3

Haaa! This is Ilah~

a friend that I can share almost everything

Miss her too <3

Well, this is Alice.

Our birthday girl for today. Tehee~

Hope you like our surprise last night.

Sorry, today seems to be very busy

and we did not entertain you much.

Feel bad for you.

Sorry babe.

ILY <3

Sorry to Rei, I am a 2 Timer

2011-04-20T17:54:00.000-07:00

I currently in love with Shou (将) ♥

He is the vocalist of the well known band

In Japan called Alice Nine

Kyaaa~ Sorry Rei (Reita from the Gazette)

I love Shou more than you. Gomen~ Gomen~

How I wish he is mine :3

So damn hot & cute. Aww~

Why I can't Forget About Him? =="

2010-12-23T07:52:00.000-08:00

Why I can't forget about him?

I'm with this guy but I love other guy.

Should I let him go?

Ugly girl like me would never have a chance

to get his attention.

I knew he won't accept me

And I already give up on him,

that is why I try to love other guy,

But I can't erase him from my damn head

It's so torturing.

=A=

people thought I'm in girl-girl relationship

Cox I treat guy like freak.

Even him, I never show him my concern,

But to know the truth,

I've been in love with a guy

since I was in form 4 and was rejected by him once xD

haha... I'm so stupid lol!

But I thought if I be with other guy

I can forget him.

I'm totally wrong.

I shouldn't have choose this path from the very beginning.

I'm just hurting him more and more

Till now, I still can't tell if

I'm in love with my boyfriend or not.

Sorry for being so outspoken

I just want to make a sincere confession.

I swear it's not that easy to let you go dear,

cox I think of many possibilities

after I leave you.

And I'm scared of that T___T

Plus I don't want to hurt you.

I don't wanna break my promises

I don't want to stop talking to you

And I think I'm gonna hurt

When you are in love with other girls.

Is this what we call love?

If yes, why I can't forget him

while I'm being with you?

I'm confused @.@

Sorry Dear... :'(

1st Date With Mamii Zack

2010-12-13T08:39:00.000-08:00

Today for the 1st time i met mamii zack
face to face ^^
she is a bit different from her pix in FB
but still I can recognize u la babe ^^

Those pictures are the decoration in klcc
nice right? more nice when going with mamii ^^
Finally I can manage to see her face to face
I fulfilled my promise to see her before i get back to sarawak
Tehee~ :3

Mamii, u said u ugly
but actually u pretty enough.
I might fall for mamii's beauty
Haha... so don't call yourself ugly kays?

Today you spent me a lot geh
I feel uneasy because I x treat you anything,
but u the 1 who pay for our meal instead.
Aigooo... Feel like eating your money
hope got chance to see mamii again
and let me treat u next time! Boo~ xD

Anyways, thanks for the treat

and sorry for being so damn fucking quiet

I just have no idea what to talk

to you.

The funniest thing is,

we keep walking from each floors then

only rest after we walked for 1hour.

Hahaha... can't never forget that :D

Luvvvvv mamii da most!

Best Friend . . ?

2010-11-28T01:18:00.000-08:00

I wish I have a friend

that i could call out of the blue.

I just wanna have someone to rely on.

someone that no matter how far we are

How rare we meet, yet we still can get along very well.

I want someone to tell me

to come to her when i need a shoulder to lay on,

when I need someone to hear me

and when I have nobody to rely on.

I wonder when will I get someone who cares for me

like a sister and loves me more than my boy do.

Geez! What a selfish thought. Haha!

But when I have that kind of friend

Im sure my life would be blissful everyday~

Haha xD

Current Hairstyle

2010-11-27T04:45:00.000-08:00

Hey, this is my current hairstyle!

Yeng ma? ghee~

I now addicted playing with my hair x))

Some Pieces of Memories in This Week

2010-11-18T21:35:00.001-08:00

Many things happened in this week

&& I would like to share some of it in here ♥

Last Monday I had a haircut!

Now I can make my hair spiky~

I just need to buy wax xD

Urmm... Sweet day for this week award

falls to Wednesday~!! ♥

Teehee~ I went out with Him

Kyaaaaa~ I fall for him again & again xD

Haha~ Miss him liao lurh TAT

I love to take his pixta!! Hee~ x))

Thanks for the treat sweetheart -xoxo-

Bye Bye Sarawak ^__^

2010-11-10T08:50:00.000-08:00

It had been a while since my last post xD
Well, Today at 6.15am is my flight to KL
Sem Break start liao ^_^

Yesterday exams finally over and now
Gonna say bye bye to my Sarawakian friends T^T
Gonna miss Ilah & Abang mas -A-
Also Diana

Ilah & me

Abang Mas & me

Diana & Me

Gonna miss my roommate and My sabahan friends also!
T___T Especially darl Mercy~!! Alice, Mun, Amy & Vina

Alice & me

Che2, Mercy & Alice

Mun, Amy, Vina, Alice & Mercy

See u guys on next sem!
Wish no repeat paper among us! Geee~!!

Exploring the fun of Photography

2010-08-14T06:54:00.001-07:00

Yesterday .. bla.. bla.. bla...
Then bla.. bla bla...
haha! My bones feel heavy to type here yet i want to share
something here :D

This is what we did yesterday.
Sorry, im lazy to upload all the pictures
we took yesterday.
just upload some.

This is me! the awful face among the others :p
haha.. glad that I knew it

This is mercy.
My 1 and only close friend I have here :D
Taken by that *slut* LoL
haha.. :p

Okay, this is Evina ^.^
Hee~ The 1st friend I have in my course.
<3

Alicesia!! woots~!!
My anime partner :D
Thanks for those anime movies
she looks so cute ain't she?

okay, this is the slut! haha.... :p
honestly, she looks pretty ^.^

Far From The Bottom Of My Heart

2010-03-31T22:58:00.000-07:00

even tho i said i hate my dad
But far from my heart
I really miss the moment
we had shared together.

The time we went for a vacation with mom
and siblings and all the happy moments in our family.
I miss it all . . .

I won't deny that I really hope
Mom and Dad will make up.
There still a hope since they both haven't divorce.

I hope dad will stop playing with other girls
and makes mom the number 1 in his life ^^

And hope mom still can accept him
and have a new start with him :)

The only wish i really want...

✖o✖o

♥ sincere from a daughter ♥

I am an Angel Today :P

2009-10-18T02:16:00.000-07:00

Today I'm so damn happy!!
Why? Hee~ Because i did good deeds
On my way home,
I saw an old woman
tried to stop a car.

Then i stopped!!
I helped her! ;D
I sent her home.

She said
"If my leg doesn't hurt, I won't ask for a ride"
So pity~ Then she said
"how about the money?"
Oh!! I don't ask for money. I'm sincere to help you ^_^

Hee~ I'm glad i help people today :D
I feel like being an angel! Wahaha~ Lmao ;P